literature

.the rock star

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There once was a girl who fell in love with a rock star. She obsessed over him day and night; his face clouded her thoughts with lustful visions of pleasure. But you see, the rock star didn't know that this girl even existed. But to him, she was just another emo-boy-obsessed-fan in the crowd of millions that just so happened to be attracted to his raspy voice and punkish style. You see, this girl wrote a letter to the rock star each and every day, exposing her heart and innermost thoughts to him, her obsession. Her letters were never answered. To him, fan mail was just a hassle, an on-going nuisance that showed no sign of letting up any time soon. Instead, the rock star dumped all her passion-filled letters into the dumpster behind the studio, leaving them there to rot. Still, she wrote to him, hoping that her confessions would get some sort of reply from her idol. No letters of gratitude found their place in her mailbox. Still, she waited with high hopes.

But soon, this was all to change...

One day, the rock star was making a daily route to the dumpster, when one letter in particular caught his eye. He shifted through the garbage to retrieve it. The envelope was stained with red blotches and smears. It bulged at the seams and threatened to burst if not opened in the near future. He opened the letter with caution. As he unfolded the page-long letter, countless pictures fell to his feet, stirring the dirt and grime on the mucky ally road. He bent down and picked up the photos. As his eyes skimmed over the few dozen, he gasped in disbelief. He went about reading the letter, his hands unable to keep the paper still.

"With each letter I write you, I imagine you hunched over it, absorbing every word and contemplating their meaning. I could be wrong, but I choose to reject the images my mind weaves together from its loneliness. And with each letter that isn't written, I take a razor and slash my arms, permitting my body to feel the agony my mind suffers. For the past two years, you have not replied to any of my letters; and for the past two years, I have sliced my arms, hoping in a non-existent salvation. Now that you know who I truly am, I am letting you know that this is the last letter I am ever going to write. I know that you probably aren't going to respond to this one either, so I’ve made up my mind that this is the end. I refuse to go forward. Thank you for teasing my ears with your intoxicating voice. Love always, your #1 fan."

This is undoubtedly rough. Like, o-m-g rough.
Please, keep that in mind. I have no idea what I was thinking.

It's crap.


no personal experiences intertwined in making this... thiiing
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gabriewl's avatar
wow...my heart stings...this is wonderfully heartbreaking...i love it